from the inside out.

2011-01-27T01:57:00.001+08:00

MOVED

2011-01-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

Doodie

2011-01-21T14:21:00.003+08:00

I feel bad for you but at the same time I expect more from you, from us.

I feel like Im bottling up all my feelings and i know its not good for me.

But at the same time i cant tell you how i feel.

I just thought you would care more.

And make something out of whats already so little and broken.

Ive just been swallowing everything up so that i when I leave i can throw it all behind me.

Hmm.

short hair

2010-12-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

Only humans create things nature cant digest.

2010-12-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

stretch out and wait

2010-12-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

hang in there

2010-12-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

2010-12-16T00:24:00.001+08:00

popuri

2010-12-16T00:21:00.001+08:00

Greetings !

Got this to turn into ...

This !!

Not my idea , just saw it somewhere :F

Easy peasy!

across the universe

2010-11-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

friend not foe

2010-11-27T23:07:00.001+08:00

HEHE

2010-11-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

its actually happening.

2010-11-23T16:47:00.000+08:00

sync

2010-11-23T16:45:00.001+08:00

so we meet again, after several years

2010-11-14T15:36:00.004+08:00

Hey there guys and gals, been ages..

Just got back from Singapore yesterday.

Lincoln's in Taiwan for training and I'm

back to bored at home and being car-less still !

If you missed out on it, i had an accident.

So yea...

Okay so I really like Guitar Hero,

I always play it when im in Singapore cos Linc has GH World Tour and GH 5

My favourtie songs :

Hungry like the Wolf - Duran Duran

Your Gonna Say Yeah !- Hush Puppies

Escuela de Calor - Radio Futura

A-Punk - Stevie Wonder

Superstition - Stevie Wonder

You Give Love a Bad Name - Bon Jovi

Make it With Chu - Queens of the Stone Age

There are several others i enjoy playing as well.

I just cant recall.

But i guess these few stick out.

Mind you they are awesome songs to download too.

My first time playing Guitar Hero last December.

I just woke up,

Look how happy I am .

HA HA.

As for things in general, its been mellow.

Not much going on.

Same ol' same o'l

except i quit my job at Gloria Jeans because of several reasons.

I think over the more than a month period ive worked there.

Ive eared about RM800 at most.

Seems alot , but not really for the hours i put in and the distance i have to travel.

But i still enjoyed the experience of being employed and

as all parents mention , knowing how hard it is to earn money.

Shout out to VSY. i miss you la ._.

Loving the nail color im having now.

O.P.I 's Dating a Royal ^.^

Peace out good people !

in you i find peace.

2010-11-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

shall we

2010-10-06T13:24:00.000+08:00

2010-09-29T09:46:00.000+08:00

Good things take time.

fall into place

2010-09-29T09:44:00.001+08:00

love makes us do things

2010-09-29T09:39:00.001+08:00

Its a beautiful place. Its time to wake up

2010-09-29T09:34:00.001+08:00

very coincidently...

2010-09-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

pretty girls make graves

2010-09-29T09:16:00.006+08:00

I don't know why its hard for me to socialize and meet new people.

My dad always said was I sociable and whatnot when i was younger.

I don't know why. Its not that i dont want to meet new people.

Maybe its cos I just find it an effort,

I don't know why. Its not that i dont want to meet new people.

Maybe i just cant think of what to say or maybe im just shy ._.

However sometimes, it doesn't require much effort at all.

I guess thats what 'clicking with someone' is.

But im okay with having my very few friends and loved ones.

Just not that most of them are far away.

Its gets quiet.

And Im slowly adapting to it

plastic rainbow

2010-09-18T08:36:00.002+08:00

I dreamt that my dad told me I

only had till 21 to live cos i was sick.

And then i thought about the rest of the years

I wouldnt get to live and all the things I'd be missing.

It was pretty scary.

As i cried in my dreamworld, I cried in my sleep ._.

2010-09-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

mint choc bomb

2010-09-15T09:45:00.003+08:00

Its been a while.

Whats new?

I be working at Gloria Jeans!

Its been pretty alright minus all the memorizing of them recipies.

OH ! Yesterday,

i was handling the coffee machine and i was using the steamer, for the milk.

Anyways, when i released the steam gauge it came out at water

and there was this passerby dude.

And i swear it didnt even see him, all eyes were on the coffee machine.

And apparently the water sprayed his pants a little.

Anyways , long story short.

I pissed him off alright.

I didnt apologize 'loud' enough.

So he stomped off saying 'NEVER SAY SORRY ALSO !'

-_-

Yeap thats pretty much it.

HEEE

PICTURES !

This is my shirt.

Im working 6 days this week and

I was only provided with one ._.

I have a hat too.

I think it was someone elses before i came.

It has stains on it ._.

This is how i wore it the past two days.

Gives me hat hair :(

This is how ill wear it today onwards.

No fringe !

Wish me luck :P

kids

2010-09-03T09:42:00.001+08:00

far from perfect

2010-09-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

last train home

2010-08-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

Its been a year, feels like a long time yet i feel time has passed so quickly.

Im glad Ive got you.

And feels like weve reached a 'milestone' in our relationship i guess.

Thanks for always being here for me.

Thanks for making me laugh.

Thanks for loving me.

Heres to many many many many more years together :)

Love you Lincoln.

Twenty-four hours

2010-08-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

:3

2010-08-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

Insane post

2010-08-31T19:02:00.007+08:00

Hai ! I iz Sam !

Today I iz gonna teach yaz how to make freshly squeezed OJ !

Sure theres those from the carton, but who knows

what doody they put in it nowadays !

So why not make your own FRESHHHH! BAM!

Join me on this amazing quest :F ?

First you need huge ass orange.

Or maybe several small ass oranges.

Up to you , i just have big ass oranges.

Whatever you laik man !

You see , iz pretty, big, almost as big as my face.

But then again my face is pretty small.

OK moving on !

First get a knife and a chopping board.

Or you can use the table what ever you laik man.

OK ! Now, you cuts it in half kay ?

Just take it and cut it in half.

Kay, now it shud look like dis !

Pretty aint it :F HEHE

Ah, yes then a thingymabob such as one below is needed.

Or you can use your bare hands to squeeze.

Whatever you like :3

Squeeze and twist

This is what i gotz !

Thats little :(

Dont think this orange was meant for orange juice !

Most of the orange was PULP.

Aww man :(

But pulp is still good for yaz !

So i dumps it in ze cup !

Now i have more !

HEHE !

NOM NOM NOM!

NYAM !

Nutritious !

LOL !

gentle giants !

2010-08-19T13:13:00.001+08:00

:)

2010-08-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

Slightly over a month and

im off to Sng to see you again. <3

baby sloths :)

2010-08-18T11:05:00.001+08:00

2010-08-18T08:11:00.000+08:00

2010-08-18T08:10:00.001+08:00

The hardships we experience, the trials we face, will teach us that we're strongest when,

we're trusting in God's grace. -Sper

closer

2010-08-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

the many faces of the coon

2010-08-12T14:24:00.002+08:00

Dedicated to Rogercoon

Cute raccoon :3

Horny inter-species action raccoon

Feisty raccoon

evil mastermind raccoon.

Hanging around dingy places raccoon

Dead Raccoon hat :(

No offence Rog, just bored :/

,.

2010-08-11T21:17:00.010+08:00

Maids. Some of us have them , some of us dont.

Anyways, i saw someone post up on facebook how frustrated

she was with her maid and how she wish she could sack her 'fucking useless maid'.

Of course i dont know the exact details of her situation but

its supposedly because of her not packing her breakfast right.

Something like , not packing enough fruits into the Tupperware.

Then a friend of hers comments:

Next time, command her to do something instead of asking.

Like 'make me a sandwich now'.

I dunno about you but this made me feel just a little disappointed.

I guess firstly on how dependent we are on our maids.

Especially if youve had one since

your younger days and theres lots of things taken care of for you.

But thing is when you get older, you get used to someone doing things for you.

I guess what im saying is, if your old enough, and she really cant get it right,

and she is pissing you off so much, good gracious woman, do it yourself.

Secondly on how we treat maids.

Of course there are extreme cases like abuse and whatnot.

But we should all remember that even if they are maids,

they are just people and they are trying to do their job.

Maybe they aren't that bright cos they are unfortunately, uneducated,

but still,we need to respect them don't we.

Besides im sure if your patient enough to ask nicely instead, one would

be more willingly get to the task.

My neighbour, has this granny who constantly screams and shouts at her maid.

So much so i hear clearly even from upstairs.

It really bothers me and i dont know why.

I just feel bad for the maids who are trying to do their job,

and how we depend on them a little too much.

Besides, when you grow up and move out,

you have to depend on yourself to do all those things anyways.

wave beating on the shore

2010-08-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

Some things change through time.

And time will tell what things just stay the same

take a little time

2010-08-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

the world awaits you

2010-08-06T10:42:00.000+08:00

stay

2010-08-06T10:23:00.002+08:00

I was looking through websites on ideas for homes the other day.

And some designs were really to my liking.

Of course i started to picture what id like my house to be.

And then, i realized it take money and quite a bit of it

to make a beautiful home like the one portrayed in my mind.

Anyways i started to think about how to buy anything at all, we need cash.

And how 'money makes the world go round'

Then i wondered if the career i wanted to pursue would would allow me to

afford things i need, want, or like in the future.

I always thought that as long as your doing something you love and enjoy, its fine.

Its not about the money. Well, to a certain extent of course.

But yeah , then i realized how we are tempted by

so many materialistic things in this world.

Things that look nice, or pretty.

Like, A mountable flat screen TV, branded clothes or an iPad for example.

Im sure everyone falls to these temptations including me.

I love shopping and when i see something nice i like, i feel like getting it.

And when i cant i dont feel satisfied.

But actually, alot of us chasing these materialistic things.

In fact, all our life. Working hard so that we can afford those things.

Then i decided.

I dont need a big beautiful house.Just something affordable and cosy.

I dont need a big house, just a house i can call a home.

And yes i like shopping, but i guess i can suppress my spending

and settle for cheaper alternatives.

Id to see my future where I focus on my

family and the other more important things in life.

I want to be rich alright.

I want to be rich in happiness, experience, love and more.

Dont get me wrong, we do need money to survive in this life.

But we just need enough, to be comfortable.

So theres more than enough food on the table, so that you can afford your

children's education etc etc.

I know the Lord wants to give everything and more to us cause he loves us.

But i guess im saying, when it comes to materialistic items

I can learn to live with just enough.

somewhere out there

2010-08-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

,,

2010-08-05T09:50:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time there was a monk and his master.

The monk would always go to his master with his problems.

One day, the monk came to him and told him

how he always seemed to be angered

and displeased by others and how he was recently

hurt by a certain somebody.

The monk felt angry at them.

His master then told the monk to do this,

Take a potato and carve in the name of the person who hurt you.

Get a bag, and put the potato inside.

You must then carry it wherever you go.

If there are others who hurt you.

Do the same thing, carve their name and carry the potato.

After some time, the monk came back to the master.

The bag the monk was carrying was huge.

Then the monk said,

Master, i have done what you said.

But now the bag is so big and heavy.

Some potatoes have even gone rotten and the smell is unpleasant.

It is a heavy burden and i can hardly put anymore potatoes inside!

The master then smiled to him.

And told him to empty the bag and throw all the potatoes away.

The moment the monk removed the bag, his burden was lifted.

The master then told the monk.

When you carve the potato, after some time, you should throw it away.

It is not asked of us to forget only to forgive.

2010-08-04T17:35:00.001+08:00

2010-08-04T13:06:00.001+08:00

just keep swimming

2010-08-04T12:44:00.002+08:00

Peeps, I remember once or twice my dad told me

that the Dory fish is bad for your health.

And yeah,commonly, its the fish they use to make fish and chips.

Its cheap and they sell it in supermarkets and

restaurants such as Manhattan fish market.

I hardly ever order fish and chips, but i never really investigated.

Anyways , i just did. And people don't eat the Dory fish !

Its contaminated with poisons and bacteria.

If you wanna know more heres the link.

Cheers :D

do re mi

2010-08-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

french navy

2010-08-03T23:37:00.001+08:00

FTW will never mean 'F*** The World' to me.

How can you say such a thing to the only planet we call home.

this post is dedicated to voon suyin

2010-08-03T23:02:00.005+08:00

Does nobody want to hire Samantha Tham?

Do i look under-qualified or incompetent??

Perhaps :(

Its been a week since i applied for a job at coffee bean

which i was told would get back to me in a day.

And 2 weeks since i applied for a job at Boost.

Sigh and sigh.

It would be lovely to have a job esp. with the amount of time i have

and of course earning some cash for myself.

Though, someone did ask me if i could tutor primary 4 math

and with pay too. So i did not hesitate,

but i of course doubted my ability with maths at first.

Sad how i did even if its just grade 4 math .

Hah.

Anyways, im on the worry wagon these days.

Results are coming out real soon.

And theres even a bigger chance now that i might not be heading

where i want to be.

But, nobody is to blame i guess.

I just hope God is with me on this one.

I really want to go.

I made plans.

near, far, where ever you are.

2010-08-03T13:17:00.000+08:00

turns into ashes

2010-07-30T15:00:00.001+08:00

give yourself away

2010-07-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

Ignorance is not bliss

2010-07-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

The ice is melting .Theres not much time left. We need to act now.

Wheres captain planet? :(

you found me

2010-07-25T18:29:00.000+08:00

fascinating

2010-07-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

no brainer

2010-07-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

hai !

piss on you :) !

sitting waiting and wishing

2010-07-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

when you are not strong, He will be your strength

2010-07-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

We are only human.

But we all have a conscience within us.

It tells us things at times.

It lets us identify whats right and wrong.

And there is a peace within certain decisions we make.

Go with that peace.

It is His way of guiding you.

sweet pea

2010-07-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

banana pancakes

2010-07-18T10:15:00.000+08:00

as easy as breathing

2010-07-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

around the world

2010-07-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

cant we all just be friends?

2010-07-14T13:07:00.001+08:00

your still the one

2010-07-13T14:41:00.000+08:00

gumball machine weekend

2010-07-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

Supposedly very good, so i got one for myself :)

Smells nice and pretty effective !

Contains nutritious rice extracts for soft skin texture.

Been downloading tons of music lately :)

Check some out? :

Jack Peñate - Album; Everything is New

Passion Pit - Album ; Manners.

Two Door Cinema Club - Album; Tourist History

Ciaoo bella and bello's!

we humans, were weak.

2010-07-12T14:45:00.001+08:00

Time is a cruel thief to rob us of our former selves.

2010-07-12T14:43:00.000+08:00

life is short.

2010-07-12T14:40:00.002+08:00

video killed the radio star

2010-07-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

Arg vs grmy :D

will be awesome !

I dont mind either team winning actually , cos both are good.

But i support Argentina.

Woot woot

Off to Singapore tomorrow night :)

come on in

2010-07-01T21:35:00.001+08:00

ice age

2010-06-28T08:58:00.000+08:00

ill look after you

2010-06-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

so near, yet so far

2010-06-23T17:16:00.002+08:00

2010-06-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

2010-06-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

another day in paradise

2010-06-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

were burning

2010-06-14T22:51:00.004+08:00

Smoking is stupid.

There are smokers everywhere.

I hate the smell.

I hate what it does to our air, our earth.

I hate how, the smell of smoke gets onto my hair.

I hate how i cant do much to get people to stop.

I hate how people don't want to stop.

I hate how people start.

I hate how we seem to ruin so much around us including ourselves.

2010-06-14T22:51:00.001+08:00

something in the way you move.

2010-06-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

put your record on

2010-06-12T22:48:00.001+08:00

blowout.

2010-06-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

Alright , so updates.

1) Prom was pretty alright,the committee did a good job. But i enjoyed more of the after prom at Shirley's place and the day after :) Really good bonding time and very very little sleep. I was made prom queen :S !

2) Going to Genting on Monday with classmates again :D , excited for that even though i went just last year.

2010-06-08T17:56:00.001+08:00

ITS OVA

2010-06-08T17:54:00.002+08:00

Hey boys and girls, officially done with A levels ! Oh Joy!

Im no longer a college student wohhoo! currently a 'nothing' :)

Shopping for a dress tomorrow with Melissa

then Prom on Friday !

time and space

2010-06-04T16:31:00.000+08:00

stigma and anther sitting on a tree.

2010-06-03T19:18:00.004+08:00

I wonder whats all the hype with clubbing ,

whats so great about it that keeps people raving on about it.

Not that id like find our myself, just a rhetorical question.

Yeah theres music and friends, but i doubt the music's

any good and id rather spend quality time with friends someplace else.

Besides isn't it really expensive to go frequently.

For me, clubbing will always be a place with crazy flashing lights,

loud music booming, smoke in the air and people grinding each other.

I'll settle for movies, house parties and walks on the beach (:

FIFA

2010-06-03T16:48:00.002+08:00

In support of these two countries

for the upcoming FIFA.

Dont ask why.

I just like :)

louder than silence

2010-06-03T16:03:00.006+08:00

Grey skinnies <3

I love Pariss Tee <3

Bag , yes

Pink Blazer <3

Shiny Bow Ring <3

Black Corset , yes

Bodycon <3

Grey Beret <3

White skinnies yes

Wallet , yes

Blue Blazer <3

Black Leggings ,yes

Red Scarf, yes

If your wondering , where i got these pics from

click here

You can save your favorite items and create your own look :)

2010-06-02T22:13:00.001+08:00

CRUD, Bio Paper 4 , This Friday

*curls up* &*mini seizure*

gold lion

2010-06-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

i can see it in your eyes.

2010-06-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

.

2010-06-01T15:18:00.002+08:00

without you i really hear the silence.

i start see you when your not here.

my heart calls out to you.

gone with the wind

2010-06-01T11:47:00.000+08:00

nude

2010-05-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

skinnies.

2010-05-31T18:03:00.001+08:00

I like :)

the drums

2010-05-31T17:35:00.004+08:00

Couple of dudes chilling out, smoking cigarettes

Dude 1 : Wahliaooooooooo ehhh ! Everyday getting so hot la chiii pekkk!

Dude 2 : Ye lar ! So damn hot , i kenot tahan aledi ! Stupid Malaysian weather!

Dude 1 : Hai lorr, *cough* wahh this Mild Seven damn shiok mann !

Dude 2: Yea yea very naise, faster i start sweating aledi , faster go in air conditioned building !

Haha , oh my, i hope i haven't offended anyone with this .

I hardly listen to the radio when im in my car , ive got my own CD's.

But the other day i was listening in on Fly FM and yeah they were playing out

something similar to that scenario for this 'One Malaysia' thing and i was thinking.

Yeah, thats true. How some of us, not just Malaysians but people in general,

we complain about how uncomfortable and insanely hot the weather is getting.

But we dont really do much at all about it.

I mean if your gonna smoke, you should know better that it takes is toll on our air and your body. Ive already said my part on smoking in a previous post. So Yeah.

Just a random post right ere' :)

Adios!

your my needle in the haystack.

2010-05-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

photophosphorylation.

2010-05-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

Through the inventions, the ideas,

the differences between us an them.

When really, were all animals deep inside.