Friday, April 30

Take my hands and make them clean
Keep my heart in purity
That I may walk in all You have for me

the feeling

so what ?


Iron Man was goooood.
It was pure entertainment
No twists and turns.
Just plain action.
But it was goood action !
Aww yeah id like a suit like that.
Awesome stuff :D

Thursday, April 29

i see you.

hufflepuff

No offence, but i really don't get why people are still smoking.
I dont really see any logical reason they do.
I mean, isn't it already widespread , the effects
and dangers of smoking to your own body,
to those around you and to the environment?
I especially seem to be affected when its people i never ever thought
would end up puffing that do.
And when they are so young too.

Actually if you think about it , its quite irresponsible.
I know its up to you, whats done to your body,
But isnt that exactly the fact that we are all responsible for our own health
and thats why we shouldn't smoke?
I dunno , am i making any sense here?

And with those pictures on the cover of the boxes.
How do you manage to ignore that might happen/ will happen if
you continue this destructive habit :/ I mean the only reason you smoke
has to be because your addicted
or to fit in .
And what a way to do that ..
Smoking is so not cool.
Its an extreme put off.
Especially for those lady smokers :/
Come on ladies , come to your senses!

Some people even smoke while eating at the dinner table.
I really don't get it.
Maybe we cant do much because its ultimately their decision to smoke or not.
But dont we non-smokers have a right to clean and fresh air too?
I just cant stand it when im at a restaurant to eat
and theres just this person sitting nearby smoking.
So im eating and i have to breathe in all that crappy smoke.
When we non smokers , walk on the streets and happen
to be walking behind a smoker.
Its not like the smoke smells like strawberries or something
it smells horrible. it smells like death.

And its us side steam smokers that are at higher risks.
Im really just ranting , but ive always had negative thoughts about smoking
What positive thoughts are there about it anyways?
That it relieves stress?

You know there are so many better ways to do that.
Theres music, the universal language people!
There is exercise , a good workout never hurt!
Friends ! what would we do without them?
and theres God ! He is there to help you quit smoking
because he wants you to live a healthy life !

I really really see no reason why people should smoke.
Maybe we cant change the ways of our elders , but we young people
can still change our ways and habits.
I have an uncle who has been smoking since forever
and he cant stop! He keeps coughing and blowing crap out of his nose.
Its really quite gross , but thats what you get.
We should stop all this smoking nonsense and put the tobacco companies out of business.
Come on ! Well be healthier, live longer lives,
we will improve the quality of air and
we would have shown how steady we are as a person.

Quit now! And know that you have made a great accomplishment
and know that you dont need smoking to make you feel better or look cooler.
Cause you already are ;)
So stop smoking!

Please?



Wednesday, April 28

somewhere only we know

if you leave

He is the door of the sheep.
Not even the muffled bleat of one of
His sheep can escape His ears.
No evil shall enter without
first going through Him.
Inside, his sheep are are always safe
and protected under His watchful eyes.

Jesus is our good shepherd ! Amen to that :)

adonai

Prom queen!? Hardly me at all.
More like sportswoman of the year :)
But not now obviously! Im soooo unfit!
And i can actually feel fats depositing
themselves on my thighs and belly, yes really.
I would not exaggerate.I'm really in need of workouts to get back into shape
and by that i mean fitness, cause im still interested in volleyball,
eventhough my skills have gone all the way down to noob level :(
It really has been long.

Lincoln left for his enlistment in army today, and
one would think that since we started out on long
distance , it wouldnt be as difficult , him leaving.
But it is for me, considering the amount of time
we spend together regardless of the physical distance.
Im such a cry baby :'( Thank God for skype, really.

And Thank God for everything else thats helped along the way ! Amen!
I guess the next time we do meet will be in June , after my adjnfhehr A2 Levels.
I really cant wait, for that. And mostly for all this dmhnysddjshf to be over so there will be no need for goodbyes. It really sucks ya know :(

Yea , A Levels is sooooo soon, and i dunno , i am scared but im excited at the same time, like, for it to be over. And though i do feel some degree of panic, im not translating it into studying hardcore, im really not the study type :/

Its been long, since i actually did a post like this huh? kinda nice :F
I recently re-visited my former blog and i was
quite surprised at the way i made my entries.
Yeah , some are lame but who cares ?
Haha, i even blogged about how the volleyball juniors
weren't dedicated enough when i was in form 2/3 ,
cant exactly remember!

Oh wells, time to study *eugh*
Toodles people,
God Bless :)

Tuesday, April 27

from here on out.

it isn't going to be easy.
but it wasn't a difficult decision to make.
ill miss you
but ill see you soon.





Monday, April 26

wookie

Me : Do you like Bambi?
Linc : That stupid deer? He should have died along time ago.
Me : o.O
Linc : No lah, I didnt even watch Bambi.

HAHA

L O L

Saturday, April 24

im a kid at heart. its fun.



i will miss you


When you perform below par,they compare you to those better
When you perform well, they say you should have done better.
What is this!? :|

Thursday, April 22

dont let go.

soon and very soon

Its World Earth Day
Take this time to appreciate,
mother earth and all she provides for us.
Make changes so that we have a
more sustainable environment for the future!
One step at a time!
Spread the love guys ! Green love!




Wednesday, April 21

lead us in the ways of your love


Oh dear, Its getting so unbearably hot in Malaysia.
It feels like a life size oven .
What are we doing to ourselves :(
Something must be done !







Tuesday, April 20

tourist


i wouldn't mind :)

Sunday, April 18

escape from the wretched womb.


Have you ever had this experience with
a particular person which changed things
so drastically beyond the point of no return?

I don't know if i remember well, but we definitely
had it good somewhere along the lines.
Or maybe not.
Anyways, after all thats happened, I have decided that
I really don't want to have much to do with you at all.
The things that happened between us have surely scarred my life
in one or more ways.
But ive grown from it and i thank you for that.

I can say that i have forgiven you.
For myself.
And ever since our separation i have been happier and more at peace.
Although it has had its consequences as well.

I wish you well.
And that is all.
I would say i still care to a certain extent
because of who you were in my life.
But i certainly wouldn't like to have tea together.
Good day to you and all the best !


Friday, April 16

exclamation mark


do you remember

ill take the good times and the bad times.

Thursday, April 15

one time

sated

I know its not smooth sailing all the way,
but you never fail to make me smile to make me happy through it all
We grow from it and i find out just how much you mean to me.
I feel so lucky to have you as my friend, my love.
You give me so much.
I'm so very glad we found each other amongst all others in this world.

And this bond and feeling we share with each other,
I am confident, will last all my days.
Thank you so much for coming in to my life.
And for taking my hand, so we walk through it together.
I love you always .



Tuesday, April 13

Sunday, April 11

blossom

Saturday, April 10

perfect timing



har har!
When will we learn from our mistakes?

Thursday, April 8

Monday, April 5

because i said so



Trials are over for me ! Hurrah!
Ive been rummaging through lots of blogshops lately
and ive actually purchased some stuff.
Including this dress i really like

I really want to get a blazer now :)
The kinds you can wear with a dress , nais!










Sunday, April 4

good girls

good ol days

Thursday, April 1

all in all

wth. I just found this picture in an email.
I wonder how long people living this kind of lifestyle
can live for.

Stay healthy amigos !
Eat your fruits and veggies :)



darting tongues.

I'm sitting here in my room ,
watching time pass me by.
Life is so short.
I cant wait to
really start living it.